take a deep breath

i took a deep breath... and relax myself.. refrain myself from touching QWERTY..

anyway.. i finished my prayers.. and just now patrol around the hall for dunno how many footsteps..

mind cant stop thinking..

anyway.. im planning to go  Bishan.. buy a gundam seed keychain and a figure..

the figure will pass to my cousin and put at my station 8 desk..

scary.. i have messaged Shinn and Abu the Alladin Monkey... to come to my house.. and relax my mind.. by chatting with them...

QWERTY is a monster.. heck.. and im touching it..

My MP3 list = Not the MP5 that Navy Seals are using.

They never said anything about MP3 list.

But I said,

to understand the world of a human.

You should listen to their MP3 song list.

In my entire life of 26 years.

I only exchanged MP3 with a girl only. She is like a Meyrin Hawke to Athrun about 5 years ago.

Our bond was kinda unique.

But did not turn up as couples or lovers.

Oh well, fate stop us at there.

But hey... I didnt really hear all her song in her MP3.

Neither do she that time.

That time, both of us was like stranger.

Now ??? Yes, we are somewhat in betweeen stranger and friends.

Yea, it is you... JT.. Jennifer.

Anyway.. My current MP3 list on Window Media Player (WMP) ??

1.  Enrai ~Tooku ni Aru Agari~ Special Edition Ending III 
2. guy sebastian - Angels brought me here w/ lyrics
3. Maher Zain - For The Rest Of My Life Video (youtube is asking me to verify the weird image to identify my speed of posting comments and im not a robot, and im a human)
4. Eminem - Love The Way You Lie feat Rihanna [Grammy Awards 2011]
5. 神木與瞳-守護者MV (youtube is verifying my speed of commenting/liking and favouriting their videos again... heck.. am i too fast ?? im not yet turn on my SEED mode yet... coz Roderick ask me to slow down my pace...)
6. Sofaz - Dan Bila Esok (MTV @ Muzik25
7. "Thunder" Boys Like Girls (Live)
8. (duplicated version of the song number 7 = but a radio version i think. (not again, youtube ask me to verify if im a HUMAN or a ROBOT... again ?? am i too fast ?? man.. im utilizing only 30% of my speed.. dang... youtube are slow..)
9. Boys Like Girls - Two Is Better Than One (AOL Music Session) HD  (time now is 6:45pm - mother ask me go to pray to God.)
10. Bruno Mars - Just the way you are (Jayesslee cover)  (watever. my comment seems stuck on youtube.. and anyway.. i love this 2 mix blood korean girls.. 2.8 million views.. sorry...)
11. No Surprise by Daughtry with lyrics ^_^ (radio Edit)
12. duplicated of song #11.. dunno which one is radio edit which one is album edit.. watever..
13. DJ Got Us Falling in Love - Usher - Emily Sasson Choreography (youtube is asking me to verify my speed of Robot again.. dang... cant they believe im faster than a robot ?)
14. Er Zuo Ju Zhi Wen Propose part  - watever.. lar.. proposed part.. nice lor.. not song..
15. ooopss.. i only got 14 song in my WMP... thanks guys... thanks youtube for all the great videos.. and blogger for the AUTO save option

THANKS ALL... FOR THE TIME READING.. AND BLOGGER AND YOUTUBE AND GMAIL ?

THEY ALL ARE THE SAME ?

TIME NOW IS 6:56PM - 26/02/2011

JA NE !! ATHRUN NEED TO GO PRAY... CATCHING MY PRAYERS TIME.. LOVE YOU ALL..

HOPE YOU GUYS LOVE MY MP3 LIST OR WMP LIST..

AND YOUTUBE..  PLEASE STOP VERIFYING MY SPEED OK ??

 ITS BORED...

BYE BYE... I GO TAKE A REST.. FIRST

Athrun has escape from "Prison of Love" - IMH

Athrun hereby thanked all the doctors, nurses, health attendances, patients and staffs...

Without you guys.. Im not what I am today..
Specially dedicated to my personal  Hua Tuo
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hua_Tuo

Lovely... I just "realized" (Realize is a song from Nami Tamaki who performed the 4th opening (OP) song of Gundam Seed (GS)

Mr. Ng is someone who Athrun respect the most, his passion in his job is unbeatable. He worked more than 10 hours a day.. maybe 13 or 16 hours. He likes to wear his white coat. and always carries a smile on his face regardless of what situation of the Ward is having.

Nurse Manager (NM) is like a retired Santa Claus who have lost his magic of giving sweets, candies and surprise presents. Oh well, 5 years ago he was abit strict. But now, he always carries a smile too... I believe "Smile" is the "S" or Secret Weapon of All Staffs in IMH.

Regardless of the attitude, situation, reaction of a patient. Those guys with the "S" weapon never gave up on you. They....

BELIEVE IN YOU

TRUST YOU

JOIN YOU

LIVE WITH YOUR DREAMS..

(my eyes is full of tears when Im typing this....)

Be it taking action... or silently support you.... communicate with you...

I can feel... the entire IMH.... is supporting me... back me up.. provide me the "Sanctuary" that I need.

Accidentally, I recovered a Xmas Log Book that I wrote 5 years ago to thank the "S" staff of Ward 35A.

Well... only Santa Claus (NM) read that log book or complaint book.

But anyway, Im gonna show it to Glenda and Roderick.

Coz they were there 5 years ago. To lead me from my fantasy world back into reality world...

My 5 weeks of stay during 5 years ago was a miracle.

I thought I have saved the world.

But nope.. I played games at home for 7 months and didnt get a job.

Something is not right. and yes, I get a job after 7 months discharged from IMH in the year 2006 (World Cup Year)

Time now is 17:59 hrs - 26/02/2011.

BackGroundMusic (BMG) = "I love the way you lie" by Eminem and Rihanna.

Transitioning into next song 守护者 (Protector) of 神木与瞳.... 

I always like to tell the time and date when Im composing something.

And sharing the BGM that I am playing. Cause I believe, they are the voice of the angels.

Angels are singing to me. I dont like to go Live Concert. 

Lovely isnt it ?

I'd never been into any concert. Coz erm....

Perhaps I have another small dream.. Is to form my own rock band with my close friends.

And we conquer the world under t he name of "Charity"

Just another by-product of my original dreams by conquering the world by telling my life story of GS and GSD. Using blogs, youtubes, FB, twitter, petition, forums.

Forming my own rock band is another Charity by product of my ultimate goal in conquering the world with Love.

Anyway, I doesnt matter how many people share the same dream with me.

1 or 100 or 1,000,000

Because, 5 years ago, I already saved my world once.

and 5 years later, Im here to save this world again ?

Boring isnt it ?

hahahahahahahaha.

Anyway, I got about 10 or 20 loyal members that share the same view with me.

Being obvious or anonymous.

Lovely.

Me.... who am I  ?

My Initials is MRA.

My Age is 26 (Brain and Dream is 3 only)

My Passion = Roleplaying (RP)

My Character = Athrun Zala (AZ)

My Headquarters ??? = IMH (Integrated Mobile HQ)

My Birthday and Address = IMH knows it.

My Phone Number ??? = Sumed it up = 42 = X42S = Callsign of Destiny Gundam.

Lovely ?

Join me.

I love you for reading up to this point.

Yours FAITH-fully,

V.Chairman of ZAFT

Athrun Zala.